I think it finally became reality today that I am growing up. The freedom and responsibility that comes with the new job is allowing me to embrace my independence and I love it! As I was leaving work today I felt free. And not that anything bad was holding me down, but that God has given me a freedom in Him and my job to allow me to grow in every way possible.
I still have two days at Sprinkles and they are becoming an inconvenience. At this point I’m used to it, but now I see the light at the end of the tunnel and these next two days are just getting in the way. Though I know leaving on Sunday is going to be bittersweet.
As my job gets going and I have a better idea of what I’ll be doing, I’ll post it. Right now I am all over the place because there is a lot of transitioning going on. The atmosphere at my job is so encouraging that I don’t mind what I am doing. I’ve found that each person I work with reminds me of someone else that I know. This makes it a whole lot more easier trying to get settled in. However I am trying to figure out if these people who remind me of the people that I DO know, have the same personality as the ones I know. I think that is going to take some time.
I’m a girl who loves the simple things in life. The simple thing I love about this job… Is my lunch break. They don’t want me to eat at my desk alone. It’s not even a question if I brought my lunch or will be going to the cafeteria, we try and eat around the table. I love it!! No more eating alone at my desk or taking my 30 minute lunch by myself. I think I am going to enjoy this working around people thing. And 2 years ago I highly doubt I would have even said that.
I’m at last stepping into the women God intended for me to be. I will never be content. I will ever be pressing to grow. But I can finally see myself taking shape into a Godly women and it is so humbling to think that he would want to work in me. It only encourages me and pushes me to press that much more and love that much stronger.